Well, it's almost time for me to go back to Texas. I should be leaving in about two weeks...give or take a day or two. I've been gone for about two months or something and I haven't seen or really talked that much to the people who are suppose to be my friends so I have this paranoid thought...or at least I think it might be paranoid...that they are not going to be my friends when I come back. So much can happen in two months and I know alot has. I have a feeling that they won't be there when I get back and if they are it will be really fake. It won't be right at all. I'm all alone and I'm ok with that.